Anonymous asked: When will you be updating your fanfictions ??
Erm… Hopefully on Thursday night… There are only two chapters left in each so I am trying to make them extra special! :) I am also planning the new ones and the sequel to Going The Distance so it is taking some time.
Hopefully Thursday! I shall do my best love! xx
Majorly crushing on a guy I work with…
Not a good thing. I barely know him. He might have a girlfriend. But he’s so cute… Ack. So conflicted.
Saving You has been updated!
I am sorry it is a short chapter but I had to put this in and it worked perfectly right here so thank you loves and enjoy! xx
Saving you: Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Two (Zayn)
“Where the hell is Ali!?” I shouted just as I slammed Lauren up against the wall rather harshly. Her hair flew back from her face and she closed her eyes because her head hit the wall. I could care less that I was being so harsh with her. She obviously had something to do with what happened to Ali because she came here with Trey. I wasn’t sure what I would do when I would see Trey but all I wanted was Ali back in my arms. The note was crumpled in my hand and I stared straight into her eyes. My mind was going a million times a minute and part of me wanted to call the cops and send them after Trey but I knew that was foolish when I had the answers I wanted right in front of me.
“I-I-I don’t know, that was not part of the plan.” She whimpered her eyes teary and scared. “That was not supposed to happen at all.” Lauren buried her face into her hands. “None of this was supposed to happen.”
I watched her slowly melt down the side of the wall and sit very un-lady like on the floor. I almost felt bad for her. She kept shaking her head and wiped a few tears. Was this real or was she acting? I was having trouble figuring out what was real and not real. Was Ali really gone? Was her blood on this note? Was this happening? I just couldn’t think at the moment.
“What do you mean this was not part of the plan?” Louis asked with a somewhat sympathetic look on his face. He was in love with Lauren so I expected it from him but he wasn’t letting his feelings cloud the situation. He stood back from her and when they made eye contact his expression didn’t soften nor worsen. He was just being Louis. I on the other hand glared at her and didn’t care because Ali was missing, losing blood somewhere and with an idiot asshole. I just had so much angst towards this situation if this space wasn’t rented I would have punched the wall.
Lauren stood up and looked at all of us that were standing around her; Diana, Taylor, Amanda, Liam, Louis, Harry, Ruby, Niall and me. She met my eyes for a brief moment before looking around again. “I was just supposed to send the picture after she went to the bathroom and then you were all supposed to turn on Ali and then Trey would be there to comfort her and they would be back together. He was never supposed to follow her into the bathroom.”
Amanda cut her off. “What do you mean send the picture? What picture could be that bad?” She was holding hands with Liam who was looking very concerned at the moment. Harry was still as white as a sheet and squeezing Taylor’s hand so tight that I thought he was gonna break it. I could sense that everyone was on edge and that it wasn’t just me. They were all good friends with Ali so this was very important to them as well. But with me and Ali it was something different. I hadn’t said it to her yet but I wanted to. There were three words that I needed to say and now with what was going on; I didn’t know if I would ever get to say them.
I shook my head from what was going on and tried to focus. It wasn’t working though because I was getting awfully distracted with my sporadic thoughts and my inability to focus. Picture? What picture could she be talking about? I had no idea what picture it could be; I had never seen a bad picture of her anyways. “Can you just explain to me what is going on? Like in kid form?” I said coolly.
“Ooh, even Mr. Profound doesn’t get what’s going on. Spill missy like the bottle of cheap perfume you’re wearing.” Niall said rather drunkenly with a smile before looking at his feet. “Sorry, continue.”
Lauren pulled out her phone, clicked a few buttons and held up a picture that was unmistakably Ali. My Ali. Drunker than a skunk, legs wrapped around some guy, his hand up her dress and lips plastered together. I had never thought of her that way but it wasn’t like I would break up with her for something that happened when it obviously happened when her judgement was clouded. “That is Ali. Trey made it seem so bad when he came to me with it and I didn’t want to do it but he blackmailed me too so I had to help by blackmailing her and everything was just blowing up and now I don’t know what to do.”
Diana took a step closer to Lauren and crossed her arms across her chest. “What could he possibly have on you?”
Lauren looked at Louis. Louis kept his expression because he couldn’t tell what was going to be thrown at him. “He was going to out me to Lou about how I have been in love with him since we met and I was just hiding it because I wasn’t sure if us getting together would be the right thing.” She looked away and shook her head. “I don’t think I deserve anyone now after what has happened.” Lauren was about to walk away when Louis grabbed her wrist.
“I love you too. And don’t ever say that. Everyone makes wrong decisions and you just made some really bad ones. But you can help now.” Louis pulled her into his side but she hung back slightly.
Lauren looked at me. She should have been looking at Louis but she looked at me. She just explained what everyone wanted to hear – especially Louis - and she was looking at me. I knew it was because she wanted to make sure I was okay with what was happening. I was. I got answers. Not everything I wanted but I wouldn’t complain. I was still worried but my thought process was slowing down and I was able to think straight. “Okay, do you have any idea where Trey would have taken her?”
Lauren shrugged; she smiled nervously at the group. I could tell she was going to try to fix what had happened and try to make everything better. “I honestly don’t know where to start. He took his car, he won’t answer his phone and…” Lauren was cut off by my phone ringing. The number was restricted but I didn’t care. I picked it up and the room seemed to stop again.
“Hello?” I said blankly, my heart going a million miles a minute, my mind just as fast. I secretly hoped it was Ali even though it probably wasn’t.
“Hi Mr. Malik. Dr.Greene here. I am sorry to call you but there has been an accident. I have Ali here and she isn’t doing well. Please get to the hospital as soon as possible, it isn’t looking good.” Without another word he hung up and my phone dropped to the floor.
